Beauty isn't everything.

I was given this talk about feeling good about yourself

& that beauty isn't everything at school on the early days of school.

But I sometimes feel that beauty is everything.

I know it is not true but i do get jealous of my friends who are pretty.

Whatever,I have to change the way i think.

If you could only tell me how much the things we go through.

I was the first few (11th-20th) to arrive at the parade square

after the morning run

:D :D :D

Of course ,I reached the parade square faster because the girls

had to run 2 rounds only (:

unlike the boys,who need to run outside the school for 3 rounds.

-.-

Supposingly,I wanted to stayback with Shuyi,Marianne& Hui ning while Ziyi

go for her choir,to practice our instrument but they don't want.

So we chatted in the library.

okay,I was very stupid today.I don't know why.

Me,Hui ning,Shui & Marianne sat together, then I saw

a book that have a "poink-poink" thing at the end.

I snatched the book from the shelves(I don't know how to explain!)

and the metal thing that support the books on the shelves dropped.

& that caused some of the books to dropped on the floor too.

Then I went" Omg,that thing drop.OI,faster help me leh Shuyi."

okay,Shuyi was the nearest person to me.I called her to help

but she did not want.

):

Then,my another classmate who saw this,actually he was beside me watching

a movie in the library,helped me.

Then I quickly thanked him and rushed back to my seat.

I was really damn paiseh lahh!!

Then.me,hu ning,shuyi & marianne play at the fitness corner.

So fun.

Shall end now.

[:

I tried my best to let go of you but i don't want to.

We played javlin (which ever way you spelled it ).

Most of the girls managed to threw and poke thorugh the ground.

& as usual,I'm the lousiest,I can't even poke through the ground.

):

Oh,we had a free period today!

Mrs Lee did not come so Mr teng reliefed her.

We played scissors,paper,stone but it is a neoprint version.

So cute of Mr teng to come up with that idea.

-.-"

So it's Girls VS Boys :D

This is scissors

Paper

Stone

okay,I don't know whose picture is this,I just

take it from deviantart.

I have to play with Khairul,

& Crystal called out my name.

Then i was like"omg,did you just called my name?"

So damn paiseh to play that with a boy infront of the whole class.

But i had fun (:

If that will bring you closer to me.

I felt damn !@#$%^ on thursday.

Why must I be the one sharing my BAO BEI to other people ?!

I feel so fucked up.

&& the person whom i share with,is so damn rude & action.

I feel like killing her.

I have to wait for some time before I can stop sharing with her.

It's really disguisting & unhygenic lor , but i have no choice,

do I?

Supposingly,I should be going to Singapore National Museum for my

history shit with Shu yi & Ziyi yesterday but

they called me last minute that the outing

will be postponed to next saturday.

So I was free yesterday in the afternoon till night :D

Yay,Dancefloor starts tonight (:

- okay BaoBei = My instrument ( ZhongYinSheng)

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Just changed my blogskin &

will update it someday (:

i've yet to ask you.

I've been missing in actions for 1234567891011456789 days.

I'm really busy,not so busy but

I don't feel like blogging nowadays.

There's really some fun stories that I wanted to share with

y'all but I feel so lazy to type it out.

I don't know why,it's really weird of me.

I may not be blogging that often,maybe once in 3 weeks?

I know that is so pathetic, & my blog will surely rot by then.

But i have no choice, I have to try my best to not stck to the computer

all the time.

Furthermore,I guess nobody reads my blog,so it's just a waste of my energy

typing THIS WHOLE PARAGRAPH.

For the time being,I will just post some nice picture to spice

up my rotten blog :D

Do enjoy it.

The arena :D

i love The Arena lahhh!

It's really interesting.I was glued to the televisyen when the The Arena was played.

oh & I laughed like hell when Loyang sec VS R.I on the second round because

the big girl kinda bully the small boy by using her speech.

& the boy look like"huh?don't bully me leh with your words,I now very blur.

I don't know what you talking lah."

It's really funny & i laughed hard at that part.

It's really really a nice show, YOU MUST WATCH IT,

too bad my school did not participate in that.

I tell you ah,if my school participate,

My school will be the one who will be kick out first.

HAHA.

Mr Tan Kok Wah was funny.okay,he's my CME teacher.

He's not good in pronoucing people's names.

& when it come to Leonil,

he said"Wah,this one very chim.I don't know how to pronounce."

We laughed,everytime any teacher ask Leonil what's is his name.

they will like go " What Leo..?"

HAHA

Wait,no offence.I was joking only.

I was scolded by that eh-I'm-pretty-you-know Mrs Lau.

My shirt was tucked out and she scolded me, like can say nicely right?

& She think she is pretty,I want to puke ah!

Mr cheang is such an ___ man.He wore tight shirt

until can see his nipples.

& his nipple is very sharp-pointed type.

so ridiculous.

oh & the Sec 1 gdlss show was damn ____.

okay,can say quite good (:

Patience

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love I lost,

I'm feeling your frustration,

Then maybe all the pain will stop,

Just don't be close inside your arms tonight,

Don't be to hard on my emotions

_________________________

omg like tmrw I have to go to Xinmin secondary School to collect my bursary

award.& I have to go up the stage to receive the money.

I fear going up on stage.

really.

There's religious class tmr also.

& lessons will start as usual on monday.

How time flies so quickly.I haven't even get myself prepared.

oh, & i won't be blogging that often bcs there will be streaming this year.

It was then that I realized

I was really embarassed today.

okay,school was kinda okay.Finally get

our timetable so lessons will start on Monday.

Isn't it great?

So today we learnt about pregnancy,sexuality education & etc..

I do find it bored but i learnt some new facts.

What you will do if you are caught in an unpleasant sitaution,

pledged not to do sex & etc..

Basically is about sexuality education.

1.Oh,we played some teambuilding games.We have to hold each other hand

and step on the consecutive number.( the number is pasted on the floor)

Hop here & there..

Suddenly,I fell down!

Fine,it was damn embarassing,i tell you & i fell down

on my butt.

I couldn't hold on to their hands anymore cos they were too fast stepping

on the numbers.

That's why i fell.It's was damn painful lah.

2.I was embarassed again.

I was going to alight from my bus on the way home so i had to go down the stairs

& i fell halfway.

so paiseh,& some were laughing at me.

Now,I'm chatting with my friend & __ just called me _____.

wth,didn't expect ___ to say that.

Fine.i dont care about it.

I want to cut/trim my hair but i scared it will turn out ugly :(

Rebecca is so cute .She change her msn nick just because I say she love

the sec 1s only & nt the sec 2s (:

man,I wanna be a s _______r.I'm like so jealous of them.

okay,i better stop now.

first day of school

I was really excited to blog yesterday bcs i learnt something new and fun at school

& of course,i wanted to share with y'all.

But the damn blogger didn't allowed me to login.

Now,I'm felt damn lazy to tell what i want to tell yesterday.

:(

Haha.

First day of school is damn fucking cheebye.

Talk + Programme+ Talk + Talk = fell asleep

really lah,i fell asleep in class & i have to rub my eyes

several times to wake myself up.

what.the.fuck.

Today, orchestra was damn funny.

Me & Hui ning kept laughing in the room even though

our instructor told us to play our instrument.

& i kept hiccup-ing in the room.

Hiccup are hard to control man,

& it will get louder when you are laughing.

I was laughing really hard then suddenly i hiccup very loudly.

HAHA -.-

I want to start studying at school,

i mean i want the teachers to start teaching us as soon as possible.

& the bad thing is,I'm not in the same class as my friend.

like what the..

oh, eating at Cavana @ whitesand

is so nice.

-.-

hello '07, goodbye my '06 ):

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I can only wish y'all 'this' right now.I'm actually busy at the moment

so I will try to continue at night (:

I'm so so gonna miss e4 ,yeah?

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So it's a brand new year.A brand new life to start with.

Although there's some bittersweet memories in 2006,

I really hope 2007 would be the same.

Watched the Countdown party @ channel 5.

Oh, & that show seriously sucks and it's damn boring.

& I started to flashback my memories when they countdown the time.

5..

4..

3..

2..

1..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

okay,that was lame.Haha.

I recalled many nice and not-nice memories.

2006

This is where my secndary life begins &

my first time stepping into a new school!

I had no friends & so I made with chinese friends instead

of the malays.

I just felt that is hard to get along with the malays in my class

at that time.

I get along with the malays well

on the mid of the year & not until the person who i can called my

'good friend' went to hang out with this 'group'.

I don't really like the group very much so I had to

'get out' (i don't know other word to describe) of the group.

So i get along with the malays who are in the same CCA

as me,Chineses Orchestra.

They are not bad either.

& i know it's strange for a malay to join Chinese Orchestra.

I always think about it & at the last week of the school term,

I wanted to quit.

After thinking over again,I don't have any valid reason for to quit CO.

Anyway,SYF is just 5 months away.

I know some people do look down on us just because we joined something that

is not within our own races.

whatever,i don't care them.