This aint a scene,it's an arm race.

Breakfast @ Mac with Huining,Fiona,Shuyi,Marianne.

Orchestra practice,Punggol Plaza,Younger brother's birthday celebration @ grandomother house.

I really can't wait for Monday but at the same time I really don't want to perform.

I'm damn scared & nervous cann.

I've revised first chapter of Maths for test,which was a good thing!

Gonna revised for English and Maths again!

:D

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

I hoped everything will go back as per normal

once the SYF is over.

I kept yawning in class & always feel sleepy due to the lack of sleep.

The SYF really tire me out & I felt relieved that SYF is on

this Monday.So NO MORE extra staying back for CCA.

How G-R-E-A-T is that.

Kinda feel nervous & scared about SYF,

hope that we could at least get a bronze.

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

:D

You know its only break my heart.

I must do well for the Mid year exam &

it's just 1 month away.

I'm not even progressing,

Things are different this year.

I wish everything would be the same like last year.

I must really do well.

Come on ADILAH,

aren't you jealous of the people who did well for the exam & if they can do it, so why can't you?

So lift your butts up and start studying.

Jia you Adilah!

Wish me luck people :D

I won't be blogging till my mid year exam is over.

When I say no blogging, means no blogging or ... perhaps once in a two weeks?

That depends on my studies.

you know it's only break my heart.

To see you standing in the dark,

Alone.

Waiting there for me, to come back

I'm too afraid to show.

Over my head and down the hill i gooooo :D

I still can't resist the temptation to blog although I had promised myself

to be on holiday (free from blogging)!

So I can say that blogger does have that special thing that attracts me to write here ?

ok crap.

School was fine beside the fact that I always reached home around 6+.

& I would always ended up doing my homework late at night.tsk!

Staybacks,CCA practices,remedials and school activites,this really drive me

nuts.

Seriously,after SYF,no more-staybacks including waiting for my good friends for their CCAs.

Must really buck up & must do really well for my mid-year exam.

Things that happend during this few week:

1) Went to NAFA. Those artworks was really great! I find those artworks inspirational!

Must really say that those designers had done a great job * two thumbs up*

Ziyi & Shuyi was cute.Shuyi tried to pronounce the word INSPIRATIONAL.

Each time she pronounced it,Ziyi went "Noo.It's inspirational.Your prounounciation is wrong".

Both are them are damn cute :P

2)Went to pizza hut to eat last week after orchestra practice.The waiter is damn

nice,I think Marianne likes him.

HAHA.

Shuyi insisted me on blogging about this part.

(Shuyi kept saying "Omg so malu leh.My shirt.Omg kana the curry thing." )

-.-

3)Went to accompany shuyi to the shops that is just near my house today.

Went to pasar malam to buy her sister's birthday present.

4) I'm tired,for goodness sake,so bye!

ON HIATUS

Won't be blogging till next month,

I think so.

Whatever it is,I'll be back shortly.

My God, he's beautiful So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle

(edited)

He looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see

What I want and I need

And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful

That girl he talks about

And she's got everything

That I have to live without

He talks to me

I laugh, cause it's so damn funny

That I can't even see

Anyone, when he's with me

He says he's so in love

He's finally got it right

I wonder if he knows

He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

He walks by me

Can he tell that I cant breathe

And there he goes, so perfectly

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight

Give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes

And know she's lucky, cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone

As I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down

And maybe get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up

But there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into

He looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see

Teardrops on my guitar

Hey Hey You You

I don’t like your girlfriend

No way No way

I think you need a new one

Hey Hey You You

I could be your girlfriend

yeah!

I told marianne & co. that I'm gonna eat breakfast with them @ Mac.

Eventually,I was late bcs I overslept and woke up at 7.30.

& because I knew that I was late,I smsed them and said that I don't wanna

eat breakfast already.

Felt so goggy & i keep yawning the whole morning.

I dilly-dalley take my own sweet time to get ready and reached

school arnd 8.50.

Went farming and you know what Ms Tao & Mr Aw called us?

Mr Aw: Shuyi,Adilah,Marianne.Hmm,I shall call you SAM.. or MAS?

Us: Neither one

Mr Aw:Sam lah,it sound better.

Us:Don't call us SAM leh.Very irritating & that name is like so old-fashion.

Mr Aw kept calling "SAM SAM SAM,take a break first lah!"

We simply ignored him.

Firstly,we don't know who is SAM? HAHA

Secondly,we felt irritated whenever he called us SAM so we ignored him.

Thirdly,we are not tired at that time :D

The fucking rain forced us to

buy sandals for farming =.=

okay,going to farm again this Thursday.

I can take a few tears and wipe them out.

Went to town today & bought 6 sets of clothes.

4 clothes + 1 jean+ 1 pinalfore dress= $70

tsk,I nearly spent all my money on those things.

But for now,I'm saving money to buy nike/adidas sneakers & Nike sling bag.

& shuyi is going to buy the nike sling bag too :D

It's like damn expensive cost it is worth 100 bucks (bag) & arnd 50 buck (shoes)

SIGH

:/

say gugugaga

Currently in school :D

Have to do some research on CME.

Meanwhile,I shall keep this post very short cs i don't really have alot of time.

I kept yawning in class.

Class is boring.

Mr Lim was being such a nice asshole.

He scolded us nicely even though we played wrongly.

okay fuck,whatever.

I think I'm gonna fail my stupid maths test.

-faints

_________________________

okay,so my prediction was right!

I felt the pressure already, Mr lim kept forcing us to do play well &

there will be INTENSIVE training from now onwards.

Like can you imagine, another 25 days and there we were playing at SCO.

tsk,I'm trying my best but then everything I play seems to be wrong.

I blow loud also wrong.

I blow soft also wrong.

Xin tiao kuai de hen ke pa

Hu xi da dao you qi ya

Jiu suan shi jie yu wo wei di wo chao xi huan ni

Wo chao xi huan ni

Ke shi ai le mei you ban fa

Chao xi huan ni bu neng fen

(My heart beats so fast that it scares me,

I breath so hard that I can feel the air pressure

Even if the world goes against me, I will still be so much in love with you

So much in love with you

But I’ve fallen in love already that I have become helpless)

dying ever slowly

HAHAHA!

spent endless nights & days talking with her on the phone.

& my Kor Kor is damn funny.

Me:*Sms-ing * I did't know that my kor look cute when young andstill looks the same now

Kor: Thanks.okay,I keep you sms jie cause you just call me cute!

damn funny,oh & Shuyi good luck to you tmr .

Y' know what i mean rite?

:P

NAFA

Was indeed very happy in the morning cs Mdm Chia did an announcement,

" People who are interested on going to NAFA,please tell me so you can sign up.The school had oragnised a visit to NAFA,first come first serve."

Went to sign up after school in the art room.

I'm damn happy lahhh because i've wanted to go to NAFA long time ago but do not have the TIME,CHANCE & I don't know how to go there.

Heh,I know I'm stupid.

ok crap.

Wait,I still can't get over Wu Zhun.

I love him,heh.