Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I need inspiration and not just another negotiation

Random pichas in JB

I like this picture the most! The sunset and tree blended
in the picture well (:

Very nice swaying effect right?

Orchestra was quite fun.

As soon as I saw Shuyi in school, she immediately said " I've got a lot to

tell you,later I talk to you".

Since Huining did not came,there's only me and Shuyi.It's a long time since we talked to each other face to face & I think we got excited to tell each other about our stories.

Hahaha, so we talked about School > Jb> Octopus> storybooks>Vocal lessons> immitating each other moves>playing the wrong note> laughing out loud for no reason.

So yeah, was fun overall :D

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

I just can't take my eyes off you


Monday, May 28, 2007

Baby, you say, "this is your life, well where is mine?"

My Aunt and her family has gone to USA already.
Thinking about that,it reminds me of HK.
whatever ,whatever.
It's over already.
Tomorrow will be spending my day in JB,probably shopping
away.I don't have anything in my mind right now.I mean what I
actually wanted to buy.
But I really hope JB have long dress top which have my size.
GAHHH.
I need to gain weight during the holidays.I'm in the underweight category.
How cool is that?
I need play comp for long hours so that I won't die.
I need to complete my assignment.Yes,tons of them.
I need to go to the library to borrow book.
I need to revise my school work.
I need to complete my Punggol Project which include the field trips.
It will definitely take up most of the time in this June holiday.
I need to go to sleep early everyday.
I need ...
I need...
I need to get some fresh air.
I think I seriously need to stop talking crap.
This is so lame shit.
So,ciaoz.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

I've had ripped down, torn down so many things

I'm having a bad stomach ache.
I didn't have a proper meal from morning till now.
It feels like a needle poking my stomach, I think it's too exaggerating.
ok whatever.
I am feeling extremely happy, yes very happy.
I'm back playing HABBOHOTEL!
I'm able to play habbohotel once again after a permenant ban.
I missed playing habbo & it was the very first game I played when I first started to
use the comp in primary 5/6.
I know Habbohotel is not that popular nowadays but like who cares yeah.
Played for like an hour in the afternoon & the new habbohotel is a globalised
one.Meaning that people from different countires could play
the same Habbohotel.
Not that much Singaporeans but there's quite a handful from Malaysia.
A few of them came and asked " Can you speak malay?"
Obviously I can, so I kindly gave them a yes.
& throughout the conversation,thay continued talking to me in Malay.
I find it odd talking talking to them because I usually
talk english in cyber games.
Their malay is completely a bit off from the normal Malay in Singapore.
* I wasn't critisizing on the alnguage in M'sia but just
the differences compared to Singapore.
No offence :B

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Pungol Beach

Let the pictures do the talkings :D

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Friday, May 25, 2007

Take a look at my girlfriend she's the only one I got



I don't want to talk about the HK trip anymore because it only makes



me sad.I've enough of the tears I shed yesterday and in the end I have swollen



eyes.



It doesnt worth it, yeah.



So today,I'm back to my normal self ! Felt really really good & I've great friends



who can start my day with just a laughter.



Talk crap with my sitting partner (parade square) and school area



cleaning was easy.



Izzaty and I were playing with the towel and pretended to wipe the tables



whenever any teacher walk past the classroom.



Went to bought Long John Silver's takeaway after school.



I'm bad terms with my parents and I don't care what will happen.



Orchestra was fun because we learn how to play



Mambo No.5



Some sort of like a cha-cha song.



My results are not very satisfying but will work harder



the next semester.



I can do it... ahem ahem.



(:



To my sitting partner (parade square) : Don't miss me too much okay.



I know you will miss my crap.



Haha!



* grins*






__________________






Tweety Bird (BFF! ) called me, she said about my HK thing.



I told what really happened and Tweety Bird consulted me.It wasn't totally about not going



to HK,it's about the persuade-tion(?),how much it means a lot to me & etc.



Tweety Bird said , "Never mind lah, you will have the chance to go somewhere better.



You wont lose out just because you didn't go.I know how you're feeling



because I have been in in this situation before.I felt really sad too ....



..... If you have any problems or what, you can come to me and we chat chat chat."






I felt so much better after Tweety Bird's call in the afternoon.I thought of going



to meet her tommorow to calm myslef down.



Have been feeling really sad this few days & one day after another,I felt so much better



each day!



Thanks to my friends and Tweety Bird too:)


































Tuesday, May 22, 2007

And you are my fading photograph. And ripped memory.

I wanna go HK.
I wanna go HK.
I wanna go Hk.
My parents kinda dont allow me bt I still wanna go.
Helppppppp,anyone?
I've been spending a lot on unnecessary (?) things & ended up
not saving anything by the end of the day.
Gosh,how am I supposed to shop when june holidays come?
Enough of that, I still wanna go HK.
Go go go, I shall beg my parents to let me go.
------------------------------
My parents disagree on the idea of sending me far far way in HK despite
that much pestering and begging.
I don't really felt regretful , but a slight mixture of sad + a bit of regret.
But of well,there must be some reasons which my parents don't allowed me.
I've thought throughly about this and yes, I still doubt of me able to survive there.
There's a lot of disadvantanges that I can list about the HK thing
so I've made up my mind no to pester or beg my parents anymore.
Firstly,It's really inconvenient for an outsider to enter my room
and probably I had to stick with her 24/7, that means no privacy.
Secondly, My mom said that she can't
simply cook anything,she had to cook based on the opinions of the foreigner.
Thirdly, it's difficult for a malay family to communicate well
with a chinese foreigner.I do know how to but my family is not used to it.
Fourthly,I don't think I would do a good job on giving them a good impression
of Singapore.I find it difficult to entertain someone that I do not know them well.
Lastly,there's no halal food.
& the list goes on..
Even though I really really want to go Disneyland and boarding on a plane, I think is
a probably a good idea of me not going.
For those who I know that are going there,Cheerios to y'll ok.Have fun there aites.
I'm feeling quite sad actually that I can't go but it's ...erm okay (i guess so).

Monday, May 21, 2007

My tea's gone cold i'm wondering why i can't see at all

I'm done editing my stupid blog.
For fucking goodness sake, it looks like some retarded princess who owns this pinkish blog.
Yes,I know it is very pink dear,
but I had no choice but to blend it in with my previous layout
& it ended up with pink + black.
So girlie and pinkish, and pink is not my fave colour.
I thought of green and white but didn't match with my previous layout.
This is just temporary only,will change again once I've the time during the june holidays.
This is the worst and ugliest blogskin in the world so let's throw apples at ADILAH.
Boohoo ):
okay lame shit.

Friday, May 18, 2007

I'm thinking of, the words to say.

I'm not in the least to chat or blog right now.
Sorry to those who messaged me in MSN 'cause i simply
ignored and did not reply you guys.
I will update about the Sec 2 camp only after my bath.
:D

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

How silly,willy,billy,gilly can you get?


Today is simply not my day.

Shall summarised what really happened.

1) Bloody heavy rain in the morning.

2) Was late for school because of that

3) I was drenched,the whole body including my shoes & socks.

4) My water bottle dropped on the way running up to the hall.

5) Teacher saw and told me to change to uniform immediately

6) Rushed to the toilet to change & Mrs K entered the toilet
and asked me, "You drying your skirt ah?"
What kind of question is that -.-

7) Went back to the hall.Yes, my socks and shoes are still wet,dear.
I've no time to dry it up.

8) Bagcheck after assembly.

9) Accidentally splashed my water over my bag.Remember, my bottle dropped ?
Uh huh, it cracked and I didn't realised it.

10) Went to play with my bottle and turn it around.There's still some water left.
How shitty can it get,it splashed over my bag for the second time.
So who's at fault? I admit I was being clumsy and stupid.

9) Stephanie had to sacrifice her tissue just to dry up the water.

10) Wasn't feeling comfortable because my socks and shoes are wet & I accidentally
touched _______.
It wasn't on purpose okay!


There you go.Ten perfect reasons why I'm so unlucky today.
It's the worst day of my life.
Sculpture walk was fun.I really really learnt a lot of things. For the first
time,I beat S in finishing
up my meal set .
*grins*

Monday, May 14, 2007

A trophy wife, oh how cute

I'm hyper HIGH today,which I don't knw what the reasons are.
School was kinda fun,with Shuyi & Shahridah 's laughter.
Had to stand up during assembly because I
did nt bring my storybook.
Kept laughing because Shahridah kept poking my shoe.
I passed Geography & Science papers.
Like so Heng, can?
My malay result was horrible and the worse thing is,I won't get
A1 for my malay.
)':
Fine,I don't care about my malay but Science,I lost 13 marks to
S!
I could've gotten the nearly same mark as her if not of my
carelessness.
Nevermind,I shall win her someday.
I laughed a lot in AVA room because Shahridah kept
tickling my thigh (the nearest to the knee) with her elbow and Shuyi started to join the fun.
It's like damn ticklish and i laughed damn loud,very embrassing.
So tomorrow there's sculpture walk.
Get to admire their artworks <3
I hate getting moodswings.
Bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

He tastes like you only sweeter,collecting patient lovers [:

Please wait for the song to load,this is like one of my favourite songs <3.
Geography paper,
did not managed to transfer my answer onto the Otas paper.
omg,lose 15 marks.
I should have do the Section A first instead of C.
]:
Science Paper.
difficult (x 3 times!).I don't know how to do the electronic structure and the
balancing of chemical equation.
& I even wrote the wrong chemical symbol.
History Paper,
Pretty alright.My handwriting was like up and down and down and up again.
Was rushing for time but completed the paper.
Don't think I will do well in Mid year exam this year,Definitely.
There's camp,Ngee Ann poly, shopping after exam!
<3
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Girl with a groove with the big bust on, big bust on, big bust on

Maths paper was okay.
Feeling pissed off, I'm so damn careless when doing the last question
and 2 mark is going to be ommited from that question.
& the chance of me passing my maths test is very slim.
Geography paper tommorow!
So how?
Must stuff all the information,everything that is not nice,not spicy and not cool.
I will surely screw up my geog paper.
Oh shit, how?
Carry dresses like a kid for fun
Licks her lips like there’s something other
Tries to tell you life has just begun
But you know she's gettin’ something other, makes you a life from the mother

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Makes me wonder

It's 10.55 pm and I've yet to turn in to bed.
Oh shitty,its so early can?
But like who cares,I've got maths paper exams tmr
which I think I will definitely screw that paper.
The more I revised,the more I can't remember the formula or should I say the solutions
to the questions?
So yeah, gave up and closed my book.It's so tiring can,I've been
studying maths from 3 pm- 8.30 pm without any break.
It's the worst ever thing in my life I've ever done, maybe
not the worst yeah.
Malay paper was damn sucky, I don't even knw the meanign to most of the words.