unwritten-thoughts

2009-05-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

I'M A CENTURY BEHIND because I only activated my last year's facebook a/c yesterday. Wahh, i feel like an idiot.

2009-04-29T19:51:00.004+08:00

I think I'm the first one to break down into tears during farewell party.
Can't help because I was already sad before that. Anyway, we finally got to hear out instructor's comments about our SYF performance and I really have to thank Mr Ong for your guidance and patience in grooming us to be what we are right now. One week before SYF, you told us we would get a bronze.
However, I was elated that our performance touched your heart and that you wanted to cry!
This whole thing ... it has been a thrilling yet a wonderful experience. The never ending support and the little gifts from teachers and juniors is what I will remember and cherish in my lifetime. I learnt a lot throughout my stay in Greendale Orchestra.

To my Dearest Xavier junior, you're the first boy to be in the ZYS section after a good 4 years. I bet you won't be reading this but do play ZYS with passion and enthusiasm so that the seniors' efforts won't go down the drain. And Athirah, please take care of my instrument.You know how precious it is and the little ones need your guidance. May you guys soar to greater heights and make us proud. We're still coming back as alumni though! :D

2009-04-29T19:39:00.002+08:00

I've to let it out somehow.I've doubts about this. I'm exhausted thinking about this and If I could, I would but I don't history to repeat itself.I had gone through a lot in the past so I know how it feels.
30 minutes, only.

2009-04-26T21:24:00.003+08:00

I love Les Choristes(The Choir Boys)! A very touching, inspiring french movie with Jean Baptiste Maunier's angelic voice overwhelming you.
Caught this on OKTO ,unknowningly because I was channel switching. One of the bestest choirs I have every heard. Better than the Vienna Boys,heh.

2009-04-19T21:22:00.003+08:00

It's just a matter of time, a few hours to go before I'm all out to step on the stage. I will save the emotional talking for tommorow.

2009-04-16T19:57:00.002+08:00

I need some time to breathe. I'm falling sick.

2009-04-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

A repeated process.

I heaved a sigh of relief ,why? Because I figured out how to do amalgamation! I think amalgamation is a very cool word. Hahaha , ok back to Physics, Light!

You haven't heard the best yet.

2009-04-09T19:06:00.013+08:00

10 MORE DAYS TO SYF!
I've already feel the jitters even before stepping on stage!
I read my friends' blog and most of them had their SYF done and it really scares me because I don't know if we're up to the standard.
I want a least a SILVER, I mean,I wanna get a satisfactory result before I stepped down.

I'm reluctant to let go of my instrument.

I had my instrument for 4 years all by myself.
I learn everything from scratch and I don't allow anybody to blow it.

I bet its hard for you now that you've gotten used to the taste of my saliva. You've been my pillar throughout my secondary life. When I'm sleepy, you gave me your body to rest on. When I've assignments to rush, you gave me space. When I'm in a melancholy mood, you play the sweetest melody to perk me up. Sadly, I'm not intending to take any examination grades because I decided not to join CO but symphony instead in the future. Now that I've to let you go, it hurts because it brought me back a lot of memories in Sec 1 and 2. My friends and I would laughed hard just because we played the wrong notes. Because of you, I get to play Titanic, Spirited away, Mambo No.5 and also introduce me to the world of Orchestra.
I'm definitely going to miss you.. ahhh this is so sad ):

Presence

2009-04-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

I've so many things to focus on.I feel so pressurized.

I did my part for Earth Hour, felt really good!

2009-03-29T22:54:00.004+08:00

I think sooner or later, I will die from embarrassment. Omg SERIOUSLY, I need to control my laughter when eating.

A few days ago,I chatted with a classmate and y'know I get amused easily so I laughed and laughed and then... I accidentally spitted out my food and it landed on her arm!! WAAA ON HER ARM LEH! IT WAS ATROCIOUSLY DISGUSTING but she just said "It's okay" when I sort of apologised a number of times. But even if people said ok, you kind of feel you're still in the wrong.I felt that way!

Today,I went over to my aunt's house.I sat near the tv on the sofa and my not-so-close uncle was sitting below me,on the floor.I was watching a very interesting drama and I bursted out laughing.. quite badly.. then pieces of chicken landed on his laptop!! He was so shocked that I think he stared at the food for quite sometime before looking at me. HAHAHAHAHA so mortifying!!

So ya, just be careful if you're eating with me but please don't avoid having a meal with me, I will feel very very sad.hahahah!

2009-03-26T20:39:00.001+08:00

This is why I want to learn violin.

2009-03-23T21:31:00.004+08:00

I tried to pull their hand but got kicked in the leg instead..ya how nice.

Teambuilding Games (Dragon Tail)

I'm reminded of my favourite tv show when young,the Dragon Tale!
"i wish i wish to go back time to fly wif dragon in a land apart"

Brisbane, Sea World. Something once in a lifetime, I feed the baby kangaroos!

2009-03-22T22:46:00.001+08:00

The next day, back to business.

2009-03-21T00:36:00.003+08:00

I feel like puking at the sight of food especially when my dining table is full of them.
I had a long day and the same goes for tomorrow too.

R.I Music Exchange is going to be nerve-wrecking.
I wonder if I can wake up 6 in the morning.
I'm feeling very shagged right now.

2009-03-16T22:54:00.006+08:00

I'm so bored right now.I'm going to try out this quiz.

1. Birthday:
In the month of Jun
2. Birthplace:
Singapore
3. Current Location:
Home
4. Eye Color:
Sadly,Black! :(
5. Hair Color:
Black
6. Height:
I'm not answering this.
7. Right Handed or Left Handed:
Right.
8. Your Heritage:
Malay-Muslim
9. The Shoes You Wore Today:
School shoes
10. Your Weakness:
I'm always late..for everything.
11. Your Fears:
I don't dare to talk in front of huge crowd.
12. Your Perfect Pizza:
Hawaiian with lots of mushrooms/seafood!
13. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year
As usual, get good grades of O's.
14. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
"LOL!"
15. Thoughts First Waking Up:
"What time is it now?"
____________________________________

sometimes i want: to be the main actress in the Korean dramas!

sometimes i like to: think if people really care about the starving children in Africa.

sometimes i picture: the world is going to end soon.

sometimes i wish: people would stop going to rallies and protest, things do not change.

sometimes i find: that the world is harsh. Racism exist everywhere.

sometimes i take: things for granted.

sometimes i look: myself in the mirror and said " I'm the most ugliest girl on earth"

sometimes i hate: how some people are so straightforward.

sometimes it makes me happy: to offer my seat to the needy! :D

2009-03-16T22:42:00.003+08:00

When Mum was massaging me.

Mum: Eh how come your arms are so big?
Me:Oh must be because of swimming.
Mum:Then why does your face looks plump?
Me: *silence* Shuts!

Sometimes, I hate growing up.

2009-03-12T17:48:00.007+08:00

I wanted to blog about something else but I ended up talking about this.

MJR'08 sch anniversary rehearsal - FINALE (Tong Hua / 童话)

I thought about this once like Greendale having a joint concert with all the performing arts (Drama,Angklung,Co,Choir,Dance) like what Manjusri Sec did.I really hope that we do have one because we are the first batch and each of us started learning from scratch and took years to practice and practice without any seniors. The feeling of satisfaction and unity will pay off the patience and persevearance ( Sigh, it isn't easy to master the skills). Furthermore, seeing how my own school grow, flourish and bagged awards that never we expected we could at the beginning, the union concert will leave me with no regrets for joining Greendale.

And to my section: The instructors think that we play better than other schools so let's work hard and outbeat them for bar 51 onwards! :D

2009-03-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

I missed The School Nationals..again!!

2009-03-11T19:54:00.002+08:00

What a sad day ): I realised that I don't take things seriously anymore.

How.

2009-03-09T22:19:00.007+08:00

I'm so mesmerized by their smiles.

And I hate myself for not able to cry over tear jerking dramas/movies.My friends can cry at the slightest notion of sadness, How come I can't cry like nuts?!

2009-03-08T15:21:00.007+08:00

No.1:

I just bought two big boards for my target setting and study schedule and I want to paste it on my wall so whenever I get tired from revision or writing notes, I will turn to the left and walla, I'm motivated again to continue.But the thought of letting my family see..it's kind of embarassing.

No. 2:

I'm jealous of people who write and speak in perfect english.

No.3 :

I find it a pity that girls who are blessed with pretty face are so ill-mannered.

I did wear P.E shorts inside haha!

*credits: byeway.blogspot.com & maiinlysecretsonlii.blogspot.com

2009-03-05T21:05:00.003+08:00

I did not know that I'm from the ' I ' personality. HAHAHA I must have been so

action-exaggerated-looking then. Motivational camp is much more than what I expected.. I feel so motivated :D

2009-03-01T17:56:00.002+08:00

Writing p.geog notes is such a torture.Two hours and thirty minutes just passed and I'm only at the fifth page... what is this.
Ciao, I've to continue writing again.

I'm all alone in the house.Thunder and ligtnings are scaring me.Ahhhhh!

2009-02-23T19:09:00.003+08:00

I've got the answer to Adriana qs! I've been busy to even have my own time to do my stuffs and I'm only entitled to use this comp for only... a pathethic 15 mins.
But 15 mins make a great difference!! I'm a fast web multi-internet-tasker , you see.
He's not that into you is the worst and the sickest movie. Bugis cinema stinks really badly and the super bad customer service... $9.50 was not worth it even for a penny .
And on the train, A kept complaining now that her money allowance is being eaten up LOL.

2009-02-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

I don't want school days to pass so fast..like this.

2009-02-15T23:09:00.005+08:00

It doesn't feel like as if I'm running my own life.My future,my dream and my job-to-be.
To think that sharing my course that I want to take to my folks was good idea, it all came crumbling down when they defied and indirectly said " I don't think you can do well."
Suckkkkkkkkkk, it does not feel good to hear that.

2009-02-07T22:36:00.005+08:00

CTs are finally over, nine tests cramped in one week,two each day.I don't pin my hope high,just a pass. I don't know what am I suppose to do.. I wanted to do my revision but I thought it would be betta if i give my brain a rest for a day or two hahaha

On Wed, I went to canteen alone after hist lesson and it turned out to be I was too early.. too early for recess.Sense something was wrong and checked the timetable..it was maths lesson! I ran back to classroom and Math T asked " Why are you coming from that way?". I had to lie I had a stomach ache and that I got stuck in the toilet for 15 mins ( luckily the nearest female toilet is at the canteen).
What's wrong with me! hahaha so embarassing!

2009-01-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

I lost my star highlighter! Ahh,I really want it back badly! ):

2009-01-26T22:35:00.007+08:00

Wow,it has been a very long time since I last update.

Anyway, I just came back from my grandma's house and did anyone of you watch the eclipse just now? I did I did!
Not exactly... because nobody in the house has the long binoculars thing so my grandma said you can see the reflection of the eclipse from a basin of water for which I'm very stupid enough to ask " Where do I put the basin then?".
The sun was shining brightly and I stared at it for a good 5 mins not until I heard my aunt's warning " Don't look at the sun.You can become blind!"

Sadly, it was too bright to be seen and I watched it on the news instead.

That aside.I've been really busy with school stuffs and I have school tests cramped in
one week wth. I've not been going out very often too, not even punggol plaza. I'm lazy.
I refused to go JB with my mum and excused myself by saying " I don't wanna go.It's too hot there." Hhaha what a lame excuse but I couldn't think of anything better.

As always, I'm going to update this blog fortnightly.
Yes, new blogskin and the font is too tiny.I'm lazy to change them.
Till then, Happy CNY! :D

2009-01-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

I really enjoyed myself today!

SY and me went to Safra Yishun Country Club for the volunteering meeting.Cabbed from Woodlands since we were 15 minutes late. Kelly briefed about everything that is going to happen tomorrow and we soon checked for the station we were allocated to.
I looked for my name: Nur Adilah ... Station: Dairy Farm ... Reporting time: 3.40AM
" WHAT?!! 3.40 AM?!!"
I was SPEECHLESS and was all alone,without SY.
I requested to Kelly that I want a change in the grouping.Kelly is a man btw.
I can't eventually report all alone at 3.40AM.
Secondly, I don't know ANY of the other volunteers.They get along pretty well since some are seasonal volunteers.No,actually most.And I'm just the first timer.Thirdly, I don't want my mother to scream at me.I know my mum too well.Going out in the early morning is simply just too absurd to her.

I managed to switch over to SY's grp.The exciting part was we got a race shirt with the word "official"!
haha ok I'm just showing off :P

And the rest of the day, we spend our time at the Singapore Youth Olympic Games 2010 logo launch carnival and we ... will continue tomorrow.

2009-01-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

School was pretty alright and we started on proper lessons this week.Day 3 today and waking up early is so torturous for me.. I hit the sack @ 12.30am everyday and wake @ 6 in the morning.My schedule is packed, remedial and other school stuffs going on.I can only catch like 1.5 hrs of sleep after school or none at all.I thought I could make up the sleep I supposedly need during the weekends and I find out I only have Saturday(s) as my off-day.Ahh crappppp.
But still,I actually look forward going to school.

2009-01-02T18:39:00.005+08:00

My leg my sexy leg :p

SY asked a man if he could help take a snapshot of us since none of us brought our camera along.She went like "Er Excuse me,can you help to take a picture of us with your camera? You can email me the pic later."

Shocked for a moment.To know what we did over there, read marianne's blog(lovethesmiles.bs.com).

She did a detailed one :D Yeah, I'm just too lazy.

School starts today! Mr C is forever screaming. Students being picked out.. yet were smiling away.Tsk, what a bad start.

2009-01-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

Happy 2009!
My resolution is to STICK to my past resolutions I made..like none is fulfilled haha.
One of the my resolutions is definitely to score really well for my "O" Levels and just few days ago, I told my friend I wish to go to Oxford University and guess what she replied?
"Can Meh?" but I don't think its wrong to dream big,right? hahaha!

Secondly, complete my swimming tests (awards awards LOL).I know it seems like as if I brag about swimming lessons and all, but it is about real tiredness. Being kick in the head by other young children is no joke lor,very pain ok.

Thirdly, I want to have my kayak test done and get 1st star and so forth as soon as possible.Excited excited!
But that has to wait until my Os is over.Bet that I will have any free time.

Next, volunteer work!My friends and I actually planned to do some volunteering work beforehand during the Dec holidays but we got too busy with our activites. In the end, we totally forgot about it :|

Lastly, travel around the world.Ever since I came back from Brisbane, I've been having this urge to travel to countries that I have never heard before eg: Wellington, Johannesburg, cape town.
Sounds fun right? hehe

School is starting tommorow.Not excited at all because Izzaty agrees with me that the new sec ones are just bunch of 'extra' kids ( kidding!). Safra meeting and receiving free money from MOE for the weekend! [:

2008-12-24T23:07:00.004+08:00

I'm thinking of closing this blog because my blog looks so boring and dull.I can't upload much pictures in my blog because the photo uploader is damn screwed and I can't organise my post in paragraphs no matter how many 'enter(s)' I pressed.I need to edit in html.

Talk about my life.I serious have no life right now.I've been grounded till the end of the holidays because my mum thinks that I've been spending too much money.
Anyway, a few days ago, I helped to cut my cousin's hair.I don't have the basic of cutting but it turned out pretty(!)because her hair is silky smooth. You know..feeling feeling cutting like a pro haha I actually imitated the actions of the hair stylists in Magicians of love drama like 'flying snaps' and whatever they call it.I told my mum about this and she strictly objected me to go into this kind of industry.If not, I will go into the magazine line.But come to think of it, I studied so hard just to work like Ugly Betty.

Moving on .. I finally start on my revision.No actually I started like weeks ago but that 30 mins of lying down and writing notes when in the end, I don't know what I'm writing.So its not counted.Studying with SY and her friend ( SY read this: I'm being nice here..hehe you know what I mean) was a fruitful one.I managed to finish some POA questions. Difficult and I kept asking Sy for explanations until she stopped and said " You're making me confuse." haha!
I think this post is long enough and I need to work on my chemistry. I just knew I had one..nobody mentions about it until now, argh.
Goodnight!

2008-12-13T20:30:00.002+08:00

Faraliza Tan

Catch our Miss Singapore on Miss world tonight at 11PM( ch 5).

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me

2008-12-12T13:59:00.002+08:00

Liz Phair - Extraordinary

"I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me"

Craig David- Insomnia

" Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah"

Lesley Roy- Unbeautiful

"Cuz I gotta know what made me unbeautiful"

Nick Connel- Womanizer cover

This is the bestest cover that I ever heard so far.

2008-12-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

I've been having trouble sleeping at night lately.Yesterday, I dozed off at 3.30am when I hit the sack at 12am.So it was 3 hours of staring blankly in the space.Then, I blasted the music very loudly at 2am and got insanely high.Tossed and tossed around the bed and finally fell asleep then.

2008-12-06T16:08:00.008+08:00

Brisbane- SURFERS PARADISE

later for more..
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My whole family is not in and my mother did not cook anything.I'm very very very proud of myself because I cooked kailan veg in garlic ! I can just opt for instant noodle but I really need energy for swimming.So in the end, I had rice with veg, scrambled egg and instant curry beef and it tasted really good!! :P

2008-11-23T20:06:00.002+08:00

I hate how small the world is.

2008-11-21T21:50:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Brisbane!

Before I write about my trip there, I need to complete my NYAA write-up.

I kind of forget what happened during my OBS camp stay.

and is it just me or what... my sandflies bites started to itch only yesterday!

It's killing me!

2008-11-09T16:47:00.004+08:00

I'm done packing for my OBS camp tommorow!

I'm excited and I hope it will be lots of fun during the 4 days stay at Pulau Ubin.

Even though I've to leave early than the rest, I don't think that's gonna be bad right?

Because the next morning I'm off to Aussie, Brisbane!

I have not done my run around the neighbourhood yet.Wanted to go for a swim yesterday but I can't.I think I'm going to jog for a while in the park.The stadium is too far and I don't want to suffer from muscle ache. This is going to be the last post as I'm going to part with my computer for 2 weeks. Aye, worse still I can't have a drama marathon with Adriana.And shorty steph if you're reading this, help me to look after my table ok? I still need it for next year. Lastly, take care everyone and remember to revise too (reminder for me.Just in case I read this post again.) BYEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2008-11-05T11:45:00.005+08:00

Went to the market today!

Believe it or not, the last time I stepped into that place was in Sec 1 ;/

2008-10-30T22:18:00.004+08:00

UmBara Live @ Arts House was OK only.

Expected students from other schools to come too, thinking it was a big event or what.

The first 25 mins was just roaming and exploring the hall.

We went into this room which looks like a judiciary court to me minus the big lawyer's table.

So it was about poetry and stuffs like that.. don't really learn much from it.

I only enjoyed the whole thing at certain points.

More like I can't be bothered to laugh at the lame jokes.

Blade is good but Romey is super talented okay.Too bad,I don't like guys playing electric guitarists because I've this idea they are into black metal or heavy rock.

To wrap up the whole perfomance, we had a photographing session.The girls really shrieked in excitement and literally jumped up and down! They got a a chance to take photos with Blade, the better off looking, together with Romey.

The girls were shouting at each other in the bus saying like " Blade is mine.He touched my shoulder just now!!".

http://profiles.friendster.com/39426553

But i prefer Romey, he's shy & very cute lehhh! ^^

2008-10-23T16:10:00.002+08:00

I FREAKING GONNA FAIL MY PURE GEOG PAPER! F lah, i'm a few marks away from getting an A and I need my end of year marks to get that distinction.BUT BUT THAT FKING TEST JUST NOW, I DIDN'T STUDY ENOUGH!!!!! SCREW MY LAST MINUTE REVSION,I feeling regretful a lot a lot alot ok. Ahh damn it.

2008-10-19T13:24:00.002+08:00

I REALLY HOPE, LIKE FREAKING DAMN HOPE THAT THE APPEAL IS SUCCESSFUL.

2008-10-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

It was 30 mins of soaking my eyes in tears.

Life is never fair.

I hate how things are right now.

I'm really in dilemma and I need someone to confide in.

2008-10-17T10:56:00.002+08:00

I didn't know that OBS is an obstruction to all my enjoyment during my hols.

I was so elated when I get to go.. I even shrieked in excitement.

Later, my aunt offered me to go Los Angelas with her.

I had to reject because it was expensive.

Then I thought " okay fine."

Come next, the kukup trip to Malaysia.It was cancelled and was replaced by a trip to Aust,Perth.

Then I found out that I can't go because it clashes with my camp.

I said to myself "It's okay. Anyway, I'm going to be burning hot.It's summer thereeee!"

Next, she cancelled the trip to L.A and is going to Brisbane instead.

And ... the trip had to be on the day I going back from the camp in the afternoon.

There is no way I can catch the flight because its departing in the morning.

I've always believe in this quote:

Everything happens with a reason.

I've always wanted to go overseas. Chances come and go.. and it's rare.

It was triple disappointment .. no its four plus the Vietnam trip with the girls.

So tell me: WHY CAN'T I GRAB THE OPPUTINITIES WHEN IT IS FUCKING INFRONT OF MY FACE?!

its impossbile I'm backing out from the camp.Otherwise, all the efforts I put in to update the NYAA diary would just flow down the drain.

2008-10-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

Moving to Wordpress.com, will give the url once my domain is set up.

2008-10-06T15:19:00.002+08:00

Started the day very badly.

I really got nothing to say bout eng papers.

I just did my best and whatever the result is, I'm gonna accept it.

I'm really tired of worrying whether I will pass or not.

About starting the day badly.. I don't know what happened.

I tied all the papers together when the two sections should not be together,

Panicked and I didn't have any scissors with me and I had to break the thread with my teeth.

Of course I bite it.. my saliva dripping on the paper.

Ok it's very disguisting but I'm so desperately in hurry.

Mr XX knew and passed a remark like "If you can't understand english .. or maybe you should be exempted from the papers."

Something along the line.I can't remember exactly what he said.

Fortunately, I don't take it to my heart or else I would have already bashed him up

I'm joking but it's not a big deal..I received worse than that from him.

(...) infront of my face or perhaps I'm really that stupid.

You know, teachers are ALWAYS right.

ok la He is not that bad.He is a a nice and good teacher.

Most of the time.

2008-10-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

I feel so tired right now.

I have a lot of things to do but my brain will shut off after 12.

I have two more days till Eng exam which I'm not confident of getting a good passing mark.

Let alone Malay, which I hardly think I can get an A.

meanwhile, I'm leaving my blog to collect dust until my EOY ends and I'm trying very hard to keep away from the computer which is like impossible cause I'm using them to do research.

Ok whatever it is, I hope I can pull through this exam.

2008-09-29T16:45:00.002+08:00

I love P.E lesson! Like many many.

Got the chance of playing centre again after 3 years of break from not running about in the court.

Brought back the memories when I was scolded for walking in the court.. but that was long time ago.The footwork,contact touch,held ball,defending,obstruction..

yada yada...more like I'm showing off my netball's knowledge.

K got to go now, going cut my hair.

I know it doesnt make a difference whether I'm cutting or not but

I just feel like cutting it.. so ya.

ok bye!

2008-09-26T21:34:00.003+08:00

Nuttin but stringz - Broken Sorrow

I'm looking for the music sheet for this song! I really love love this group, to the max!

The violins are brilliantly played and you must hear this song.

2008-09-26T19:52:00.002+08:00

I had totally a screwed week!

Can't believe that I did not do my homework when actually .. I did some.Ok but it's not on intention, I messed up the datelines for the homework.

P.geog worksheet was dued this week instead of next week. I wrote my englsih formal letter writing in my eng notebook and I just got lucky because I recieved the ' Red card'.

Ahh yes, the reflection form.

You should see what nonsensical things I wrote, my first time writing it for doing a small mistake.

Poa worksheet when actually I had handed it up but she was absent and it was in the hands of the other rep.

Not a problem since I suppose it is at the pigeon hole and M.S have not check it.

On the other note, I can't be more excited to watch the F1 formula race tonight.

I'm looking forward to see the live street circuit which is made up of narrow tracks and tight corners.

Damn, shall see how the racers overtake each other.

FAST and FURIOUS!

No, I'm not an avid F1 fan and to be honest, the if the FIRST time I'm watching an F1 formula race.

Anyway, I'm not in the mood to celebrate Hari Raya. Everything is going to be done last minute because I have not bought my shoes yet,clean the entire house thoroughly.

ok this post is long enough.

Oh I just remembered something! I have a teeny tiny weeny chance to go to OBS and I really really want to go. Waiting for the approval of principal if the camp goes to NYAA or SLs.

I hope the result turns out good!

2008-09-21T20:51:00.003+08:00

OMG chioooness, you know I live directly infront of Monfort sec and from my house, I can see the hugeeeeee sports school that had just been built. The BIG capped-letters MONFORT can be seen clearly from my house view. I feel like migrating there lorrr.Don't have to wake up early to go to school and ride on a hour bus journey back home.

I read some of my ex-classamates' blogs and it just truly show how greendale ___ to the max.

Never rock like my socks do.

2008-09-18T18:58:00.004+08:00

Tell you what,we got into the second round of the audition!

ok, it was supposed to be a bad news because only three of us can make it to the SYF.

The sound from my instrument was not fluent at all and my fingers were grappling to press the correct 'buttons'.

10 years down the road,I might have the chance to be in the limelight!

Since we wanted to celebrate Mr ong's birthday in advance, we had to surprise him of course.

But we don't want to walk in and just appear in front of him with the cake like that so yours truly came up with an idea.

The girls gave an excuse to the teacher that they wanted to take a break at the canteen, when actually went to prepare the whole surprise.

After getting the cake, I ran back to the class .

Panting and gasping for air... " MR Ong Mr Ong, there's a problem with your car! The security guard said that you have to move your car to another place because there are VIPs coming in! "

" Where, where is the security guard and she told you?"

" Ya, I was at the canteen and she said that to me.Hurry up! Go to the canteen to look for her."

And ... you know what happens next.

He had this stoned-faced when he saw the cake =.="

2008-09-17T21:58:00.007+08:00

Does this makes you go gugu-gaga?

How about this?

And this?

AND THIS THIS THIS?!

OK HAHAHAHA what a dramatic introduction to start off this post.
Yes, I know he's hot! & handsome! and not your typical boy next door...
but what makes him oustanding is his dance moves.
Watch this video:

He's really really really goood that he won GBT Got's Talent! It's just that I love his face better than his dance moves!

" George William Sampson (born 29 June 1993) is a street dancer from Warrington, England, and was the winner of the second series of Britain's Got Talent on 31 May 2008, aged 14. As the prize for the competition, he received £100,000 and the opportunity to perform at the 2008 Royal Variety Performance in front of Prince Charles "

He's born on the 29th and you cancel out the 9, you get 2! And 2 June just happened to be my birthday, ok that's lame muahahaha!

I have this ermm... how do i phrase it? ok I've have this whatever you called it that whenever I think another person is attractive, I would compare his biography details with mine like birth date and age and if there is some sort of connection like above, I would think that there is chemistry between us!!

Hahahaha so ridiculous right?

Photo courtesy of : http://www.georgesampsondances.co.uk/

2008-09-13T21:10:00.002+08:00

I still don't get it how the accounting period works!

I don't want to memorise how to record accrual and prepaid but I just don't seem to understand them!

What's the difference between protestants and and catholics?

Like protestants are non-catholic or what?

And is it true that the British Army had no choice but to use violence during Bloody Sunday?

I'm going bonkers, so much things going on and so little time left.

I still have upcoming major exams in a few weeks time!

Damn it.

2008-09-10T19:38:00.003+08:00

What About Now - Chris Daughtry

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,What about now?

I find the lyrics and video meaningful. The song's message is very strong.I was watching The Moment of Truth when one of the questions popped to the contestant was " Do you really care for the children In Africa?".

Verbally, I would yes but I find out that that wasn't the truth. Honestly, deep in my heart, I don't care for the children in Africa. Yes, I pity them but pity is not equal to care.As a teenager not working, I sincerely really want to help the children in terms of money and food.But the thing is HOW?

Whenever a man rummages through the chute bins at the bus stop, I will feel hopeless.It's like you can't do anyhing to help.

Ignorance is what humans tend to do.. Not until that thing happen right infront of their eyes.

I'm gonna make some time during the Dec Hols to do some voluntary work! For now, I'm going back to my studies! :D

2008-09-06T14:40:00.004+08:00

Is it true that that as you get older, your brain don't work well?

I think my brain is going tick cuckoo tock.I can't remember things and I even misread words.Textbook becomes workbook, wth make me panic over nothing.

2008-08-28T20:47:00.005+08:00

Bob kicked a huge Mother Queen Bee that came buzzing in the history class!

It was so scary ok.

That little fella knocked its head against the wall and fell to the ground and Bob kicked him again!

Not once, but thrice in total!

The strange part is he kicked it as if that bee is a soccer ball !He literally walked up to that bee, lifted his leg and 'punched' it.

I was so freaking shocked.

I felt so restless in school just now that I dozed off during sectional practice right after remedial. What a tiring week I had and hopefully I can enough rest during the hoildays.I'm still thinking what to do during hols but of course something fruitful.

" I was sent here not to start the race but to finish it."

2008-08-25T08:54:00.004+08:00

I didn't go to school today.Just when I finished bathing, I have a stomachache.

Later, the pain was so excruciating that I couldn't even stand up.

Now its 9am and my class is having P.E lessons! A pity I could not be in school.

Anyway the pain is on and off till now.I'm going too see the doctor right nw,ok bye.

Ps/ Happy Birthday ADRIANNAA!

2008-08-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm really sad that the Olympic is overrrrrrrr!! The Olympics has been a good company whenever I couldn't sleep at night. Even though the pre-recorded firework,the lip-sync red dress little girl and the chinese gymnasts who don't look like 16 at all did raised my eyebrows,I really enjoyed the two weeks worldwide competition.

I'm gonna miss Russia & Spain synchronised swimming, Tao Li and Micheal Phelps in swimming heats, the China gymnasts,the rhythmic gymnastic,women table tennis, Jamaica in the Athletics,weightlifting,diving (even though I don't watch this that often),fast race walk ( I miss the sexy moving bodies) and the list goes on..

Ahh very sad ): I'm gonna miss synchronised swimming and rthymic gymnastic the most.

k time to hit the sack, Goodight Olympic!

2008-08-14T21:10:00.004+08:00

I love watching the Olympics!

I mean it is really interesting to watch different kinds of sports with athletes from different countries competing each other. Of course I support our local talent, Tao Li but I'm into Michael Phelps right now... hehe. Whats not to like about him?

He is the most successful Olympian swimmer from USA with 11 gold medals and he smashed the world records!

I really want to be like him! I hope to finish my life-saving award in few years to come.

Enough of Olympic.So much of dreaming,I wonder if that will even come true.

Nothing interesting happened in school except that my common test week had just ended a week ago.

Oh ya, I went to the gym! First time there so I just did simple workout.

PS: Life is VERY unfair.

People get what they want easily even without working hard.

2008-08-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

I hope the weather is going to be fine because I think there is going to be haze soon.

Right now, I'm full of regrets for eating 1 bar of chocolate.My throat itched.The fried samosa I ate was tempting and it was so oilyyyyy that my throat hurts a lot.Then my mother bought mangosteens and asked me to finish them.

So in the end, my throats is itching painfully and my running nose is adding to the problem.

Urgh..felt terrible.

I'm having chem test tommorow.Hopefully, I will be better by next morning.

2008-08-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

I love the teacher who said " Whenever failure happens, it will not stop you from taking the O's.You must take it."

Such motivated words!

2008-07-25T22:21:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling very down now.I dont' know why either.

Morning fights with the drama mama, Hermit the frog , made my day. At the end of the day, we stopped and make the whatever sign that little kids do- flipping the hands upside down and shout " Bye whatever!".

HAHA so childish!

The giggles during the P.geog lesson because of bestfriend ( the term they use for her), Mr Wong's CME lesson ( " My name is 1A4" boy-boy), Miss ten english lesson ( champion prefix-er.

" No miss ten! You forgot to add the other few scores."), the Lively english remedials and the friends you talk to.Little things that make school life interesting, no?

2008-07-17T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hi all! Finally had time to update this blog!

School has been OK-OK these few days.Wierd stuffs happened this week! Shu ting was so curious about magrove forests and started asking a lot of questions like "How come Singapore never build magrove forests ah?". Ahem who sat behind me was smiling non-stop!Yes,non-stop please because she is madly in love with a guy from punggol sec.

She tried cracking up a joke by saying " Hehe adilah I today a bit siao!You must be thinking why I never go to IMH *giggled*."

Unfortunately, I ruined her joke with a " Uh,noo?" reply.

So the next day, she came with a bruise on her face.God knows what she was thinking.She actually said that she was so happy and smiled a lot that she banged into the the wall.

I couldn't stop laughing when I told Ain about this!

On Tuesday,I don't know if I'm unlucky or what.I walked down the staircase since I wanted to go to the canteen.At that point, there was a lot of people coming from my opposite direction.I had difficulty walking down the stairs and eventually I stepped on a guy's foot.I don't know if the guy actually said ouch but it sure does hurt his foot.Anyway, to cut this story short, I stepped on a guy's foot A-G-A-I-N while queuing up for food.

Suprisingly, I think that being alone is the best.Seriously,when I eat alone, I would go into deep thoughts and self-reflect.Like today, a bunch of guys fooled around and was infront of me.Reminded me of my primary school friends!

Ok I think that is for today's post.OSO tommorow and I think _____ body is damn hot leh!sheesh,bye guys.

2008-06-18T22:29:00.006+08:00

I intend to skip CCA today knowing that I had to spend 6 hours of CCA in school and thought of coming up with the excuse of having stomachache and stuff like that.

But I didn't.. dragged myself to school despite feeling very groggy and listless. Since it was sectional section first, just so happen to be lucky because my generous instructor did not come which equals to no biscuits for breakfast hehehe... Another cheena teacher with a thick chinese accent came in.

I yawned for 12345566 times in his lesson and he doesn't know how to speak english.

Why does time travels so fast when everybody is having the time of their life? Anyway,school is starting in less than a week and I have not fnish my homework yet..let alone do any revision.

2008-06-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

When I was bathing in the morning, I initially wanted to blog " Stupid course, such a waste of my time attending it!". That's why I woke up at 6.50am when the course started at 7.30 and felt extremely LAZYYY and NOT FEELING ENTHU at all.

In the end, my father drove me to school and Mr Zaini picked us up and gave us a ride to Raffles Hospital.Our group was split up and each of us was allocated to another group,mixed with students from other neighbourhood schools.

I felt even more..(dot dot dot) when I saw the instructors! Damn it, they were being lame and tried to entertain us but of course unsuccessful =.="

We had ice breaker games which include tug of war and hen& chicken.At that point, my mood totally changed like 360 degrees turn! I couldn't stop laughing during the tug of war because my group consisted of not so many strong and heavy.We moved forward immediately when the other group started pulling the rope.

We proceeded with the next activity which was dikir barat(I don't know how to translate).Since Arab street has a lot of angmoh people, they looked at us when we had to dance three types of malay dance in the public! Tried different traditional games and my instructor was so funny! I can really die of laughing because he was paiseh when an auntie walked across us and shouted " SORRY SORRY! I'm very slow " and my instructor said back " Nevermind auntie!take your time to walk".The auntie was not saying to my instructor but to her friend which was behind my instructor! I couldn't stop laughing at that point and when we continued our journey, my instructor and another instructor communicate in Orang utan's language( Owah ahk ahk)+ chinese+ japanese.

To sum today event, I enjoyed the race a lot! I know I write in a dead tone.I'm sleepy you see.Till then,will blog if I have to opportunity to use the internet.

2008-06-06T21:33:00.004+08:00

Yes,I'm back after missing in action(not writing a proper post) for one and a plus month! The four-week mid-year holidays has been pretty relaxing and no more waking up early in the morning. I've not finished my holidays assignments and which group projects are double than doing those worksheets individual. I dread doing them..

Here is what has happened the previous week :

On Wednesday, Singapore Polytechninc for Solar Car competition and walked back with certificate of participitation and $ 15 popular vouchers.Supposedly, we have to write our own name on the lucky draw forms but we wrote Mr Tchen's instead,I just followed those two dumbell girls who don't read the instructions clearly haha! It came out that Mr Tchen was on luck that day and we distributed those vouchers which are meant to be his!
Went Far east with Adriana after that since I don't want to go home that early. We were lost and Adriana wins in the rebuttal of speech.She always said" HUH HUH,lost already right?" and left me speechless lor! haha

Had bowl of ramen noodle each at Ramen Ten and the bill came up to $11 per head.Headed back home before 6pm and something funny happened at Dhoby Ghaut! I pulled Adriana's hand because I saw ______. She exclaimed and then giggled because I told her that ____ saw us. We ran all the way down to the escalator and the next thing I knew, I was standing beside G, a friend of a well-known blogger! DAMN chio leh and she swung her PSP like anybody could just rob it! On the way back home, took a bus and saw J,the blogger I mentioned earlier! Very pretty with her cloloured hair streaks.
My p* came today when it is not even one complete cycle! My mother was worried and nagged at me as if I was to be blamed!To make things worse, tommorow is the third time I skipped swimming lesson this month and I'm not suprised if my coach is going to scold me.

Believe it or not, I borrowed a book consisting HOMOSEXUAL & METROSEXUAL stories unknowingly of course! Since the book cover is nice and all and the title is " How we met & other stories" and it does sounds good to read. I read the first chapter and tried to convince myself hard not to think that the storybook is about gays and lesbians and it is such a waste not to read a book I just borrowed right. I continued reading the second chapter and I really can't take it and just shut the book close.Hillary Clinton was even critisized for being a [ harsh term for a les] in the book, good news huh? Did I tell that I did read the summary which doesn't even mention about gays and les ? Obviously, I did not touch that book again.

Will update more the next time!

2008-05-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

No patience already!

Damn the car, I slept for a few hours only just to wake up early in the morning.

Uh and my results are not okay.

I'm feeling frustrated now.

Update this blog later, I very lazy lah.

2008-05-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

Yay yay,David Cook won American Idol! :D

2008-05-13T22:07:00.003+08:00

I'm closing down my blog.

I know I've been opening and closing my blog for many times.

But right now,I won't be blogging for quite a some time because my comp is down and I can only use my sis's laptop to blog.

On the side note, it's not a bad thing afterall.

Blog's down.

If I feel like blogging, I will blog at livejournal.

Till then, have an advance happy holiday! Oh and don't be despair if your results don't turn out to be the way you expected!

Work hard alright!

Take care ! :)

{edit}: I feel like changing my skin because I'm bored with this one and intend to make one myself.Wanted to take pictures from devintart but remembered about intellectual property.ok i think I have to stick to the readymade ones.

2008-05-11T22:29:00.002+08:00

Woohoo, I miss the feeling of using the computer (ps: my comp broke down)!

I have a bit to rant about.

Let's start from friday since I seriously can't remember what happened on the previous days.

After school stayback to complete our planning for solar car and on Saturday,which is yesterday,we get our hands on in completing the convection (?) car.

Side track a bit : I'm so damn unlucky lor! To get to punggol from my house,I have to pass 8 bus-stops so I took 62 to get there. Since my ez-link card was lost,I paid my bus fare by putting $1 inside the machine. Then,there's this ticket inspector board the bus and I happily handed him my ticket which he later tore it.Ok,nothing to worry about right?

I'm the last person on the bus to get my ticket check so he sat behind me. After the bus reached the 4th bus stop,this ticket inspector from behind came infront of me and start saying in chinese.

I was very blur and I just replied " duibuqi, ni hui shuo yingwen ma?".The ticket inspector automatically said in english. He told me to pay another $1 since I'm alighting at Punggol. I was shocked like on that spot and had to gave him $1.

To cut this story short, I paid $2 for the bus trip from hougang to Punggol when normally $0.45 was cut off from my ezlink card! Not cheapskate hor,but $2 is expensive for a 1o mins ride!

okay back to the story. We dropped our original plan after much contemplating which shampoo is able to fit the solar panel and gave up after that.

In the end,we used Adriana's plastic container for the body and intend to paint it HOTPINK!

The car really looks awesome!

SY and me rushed to have our lunch and went to our swimming lesson.I miss the smell of the pool! Not bad overall, I still can remember how to swim :D

Finally went to the deep pool hehe!

That's all.I think this post is very wordy.Anyway who cares,I don't think anyone reads my blog.

PS: I LOST MY VOICE 8(

2008-05-05T20:11:00.003+08:00

Timecheck: 8.11PM

Location: Living room

Feelings: Man,I'm having headaches right now.My eyes are puffy and swollen.

POA- have not revise yet. Pure geog- earthquakes and river landforms.

Can I skip school tommorow? I'm coughing badly right now ;/
My computer is freaking me out.Right now it croakes like a frog!

Yes frog!

2008-05-05T10:04:00.002+08:00

I feel so remorseful and sad lahh!

My MYE exam is the worst exam I ever take, shit ah I so scared if I don't pass some papers then my percentage would be so low and... at the end, FAILURE.

Damn it.I have this feelings that I won't be able to make it for some papers and if that happen, omg it's the first time I fail my MYE.

ahh shit ahh!!

I'm really feeling so asdfghjk that I feel like !@##$%

I can't go out during june holidays :(

2008-05-02T13:38:00.003+08:00

I want to buy Ayat-ayat bercinta Novel ( The love sentences) !

I want to read the book before watching the video and OST is so nice ;)

Ayat Ayat Cinta is a beautifully portrayed Islamic love story -- a tale of a virtuous Muslim protagonist who overcomes all obstacles of life maintaining pure ideals.

Fahri bin Abdillah is a poor, intelligent student who wins a scholarship to complete his graduate degree at Egypt's esteemed Al Azhar University. Very disciplined and dedicated by nature, Fahri embraces his life in Cairo, completing his studies and translation of religious books with full enthusiasm, exactly according to pre-determined targets.

Only one goal is left unattempted: the pursuit of marriage.

For Fahri is innocent and pure, and doesn't believe in the concept of relationships prior to marriage. He is inarticulate and shy around women. All his life, only two women have been close to him -- his mother and grandmother.

Life changes drastically in Egypt for he suddenly finds himself surrounded by four beautiful, distinctly different women.

Maria Girgis, a shy, open-minded Coptic-Christian neighbor who is attracted to the teachings of the Holy Al Quran, finds herself falling in love with Fahri (a fact she only reveals to her diary).

Nurul, a student at Al Azhar like Fahri, is the Muslim daughter of a renowned Indonesian cleric. Fahri feels unworthy of her and thus ignores his feelings for her, leaving her confused and guessing.

Noura, an abused Egyptian neighbor, develops strong romantic feelings for Fahri, who in turn simply sympathizes with her situation. His romantic rejection destroys her and eventually leads to a false accusation of rape.

Aisha, a German Turkish student in Cairo haunts Fahri with her beautiful eyes. Following an incident on the metro where Fahri defends her against narrow minded bigoted Muslims, both immediately develop feelings for each other.

As the story unravels, the protagonist makes the audience face the daunting decisions he himself faces, and forces us to marvel at his undying loyalty to the true ideals of Islam as he ultimately makes the choice of a lifetime.

Chorus:

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna ( Pardon me if I'm not perfect)

Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah( This love is just unstoppable)

Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita ( The love sentences are here once again to tell)

Cintaku padamu ( my love to you)

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh (When I touch happiness)

Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama (Its as if I live longer than I supposed to be)

Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta ( But for now,I have to leave love)

Ketika ku bersujud (when I do my prayers)

bila keyakinanku datang ( When confidence come)

kasih bukan sekedar cinta( My love to you isn't the same as any other love)

pengorbanan cinta yang agungku pertaruhkan ( the sacrifices I made are just too great)

2008-05-01T18:37:00.002+08:00

I'm tingling with excitement because Prison break 3 debuts this Monday.

Ahh yes yes Wentworth Miller ! :)

2008-04-30T21:51:00.005+08:00

Blogging @ lasthighway.livejournal.com

Sickening, my blogger can't format my posts into paragraphs :(

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Thought that my morning sickness was normal like some other day but it just got worsened today.The fluid from my nose flows out whenever I tilt my head downward.

I feel so sick.

My head suddenly hurts when I press my forehead.

I gulped down glasses of cold water to perk me or at least make me feel more lively and energetic.Hell no,it doesn't help.

As I'm typing this, you guess it right that my congested nose sniffles and Hachoooo! many times.

I'm having my listening compre test tomorrow.

How, I feel like not going to school.

how how how I can't afford to miss my tests!

2008-04-22T21:22:00.003+08:00

Let me update this once.

I'm feeling ... erm excited? haha I don't know why when I should actually feel nervous!

ok might due to the phrase that I play in my mind " I'm not nervous,I'm excited!."

Trust me it will calm you down, a lot.

I'm pissed off during english lesson and I can't stand the boys in my class, like really I wonder who can tolerate their attitude.

English lesson is one of the not so favourite subjects among the boys .They deliberately set up the visualiser slowly and made a big fuss about the cable not working and they have to see Mr Roger kind of commotion when the cable is PERFECTLY in good condition.

It's just so selfish of them by delaying time just because they don't like the teacher.What worse it's when everybody had to wait for them to set up so that we can go through the slides when english exam is just the Next day!

It happened not once, but often like every english lesson.

R asked why I looked so glum and I just pointed to the boys and she gave me the kind of fed-up face when the boys behaved like that too.

They thought that everybody liked it, once is okay but always its intolerable.

tsk..

2008-04-16T22:00:00.003+08:00

ok I'm going on Hiatus right after doing this post.

Exam is going to start real soon.. about 1 week away and I really have to rush and make things work out so everything will go smoothly ( no last minute thingy).

School was rather awkward today because I didn't wear my specs. My mother accidentally stepped on it unknowingly yesterday and the poor lens crashed into tiny pieces.

What's more the earliest I can get it back after repairation(s) is on Friday, and I have to make with my father's big specs.

That's all,very boring hor?

Wait long long for me to come back k?

2008-04-11T19:34:00.004+08:00

Danny is just so awesome and why must Sabra won So you think you can dance 3?!

Maybe because Singapore hasn't telecast that show yet and so I didn't follow up with Sabra's progression ... but I find Danny just too good!

Anyways, Danny reminds me of Benji( Lacey's brother) of So you think you can dance season 1.

Lacey is not that bad but she lacks of emotions.. but at least she got into the Top 4

Watch this episode where Danny danced with Lauren in contemporary genre( my favourite genre + hip hop) !

2008-04-10T20:28:00.005+08:00

The world is indeed very very small!

My sis make friend with Huining's sister today during their poly's orientation.

I didn't know about that until I saw one of the messages sent by Huining' sister and I started asking my sis if she has a sis called Huining since I know Huining's sister name MN and it was true!

Huning,on the other hand, was shocked that she still couldn't believe it.

Ok enought of that.

To sum everything up ; Napha test today was a SUCCESS :DD

2008-04-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today is a good day.

2008-04-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

School is bliss

It's suprising when you're stuck in a deep shit pool ,trying to chase after your sporadic exam schedule and having no set plan on what you're actually chasing.

Lost?

Are you? I am.

Have a great time chasing!

2008-04-04T16:08:00.004+08:00

hmm..I'm don't know what to blog actually.

ok let's start with yesterday even though I aready posted about 1/8 part of yesterday.

I was so exhausted, wait no.. extremely tired should be the word.

I just like banged my instrument on the table and walked out.. like nobody's business( I'm suppposed to make the room looks a lil spick and span after dismissal)

Came home and found out that my computer was reformatted!

Wah piang eh, I tell you I was so fed up cause my father didn't utter a word about re-formatting the computer and my documents are gone... including the different programmes I downloaded.
But on the side note,the computer is HEALTHY once again.

I hope my sis lets me download the pogrammes into her laptop, which I don't think she will cause she's very stingy and calculating! She asked me to repay the money I used from her salaries!

I think I need to improve my sentence structure. I don't know why I even put lor leh hor,

2008-04-03T20:39:00.004+08:00

I really can't stand it.

I actually slept during history lesson just now when the video was being played.

Like how can I not sleep?!

I was under the super cooling fan and my seat was so comfortable!

I've been getting headaches, maybe due to the lack of sleep.

I only sleep for 6 hours leh, like that how to survive in school !!

and Now, I've to be awake late at night to do some revision for my MYE.

And I only write this post for the sake of updating so pardon me hor if I write bullshit.

Gonna sweat like hell tmr, shiiaatzz 2.4 km.

I should motivate myself like saying " Go adilah go adilah you can do it, but the rest cant."

K i really need to go now.

2008-03-28T22:13:00.005+08:00

I'LL BE BACK

2008-03-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

Annyong ha shimnikka!Che irumun Adilah imnida.

I'm picking up korean language from Adriana imnida since she's head over heel in love with Lee Dong Wook.

2008-03-24T17:08:00.002+08:00

Relieved that my oral is postpone to next week!

I find Miss T always confusing herself with what other people say.

In the afternoon, went to find her and told her that I really can't attend her beloved time practice and I'm prepared to make up for it and she gave me like " why the f can't you attend my lesson?!" look.

Ok I'm just kidding,she's nice actually !

I don't know if my english cannot be understood or what but I have to repeat to her 3 times before she gets the full story.

"The opposite of love isn't hate - it's indifference. If you hate me, that means you still care."
~Marcia Cross

2008-03-23T13:14:00.003+08:00

Lack of updates because nothing interesting happened to me currently.

I'm refraining /to hold myself back from blogging regularly from today onwards partly because I'm having my malay oral on Tues.

And if I keep blogging, I will think in english and I need to get

an A1 for my oral.

Especially for conversation.

ok,you get it?

2008-03-19T18:35:00.006+08:00

I hate it so much when good things clash together!

My Malay teacher requested me to do a newspaper write-up about the national competition

participated by the Sec 2 express and this group of students is one of the

Top 6 for the best advertisement on disasters.

I have to attend the finale round of competition to do the newspaper report and it just happened to be on the same date with the Solar car competition's briefing at Singapore Poly!

Such a good opportunity fly just like that.k there's actually more than just meeting the artistes :)

I know I know I shouldn't be so greedy!

But i bet everyone will feel the same if they are in my place.

(Sang this during the heavy rainfall just now)

Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with the rain

Can't live can't breathe with the rain

thats how i feel whenever you ain't there

Its the rain the rain

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

if you ain't here i just can't breathe

Its the rain the rain
The rain rain (ohhhh)

The rain rain (noooo)
The rain rain (ohhhh)

The rain rain

Ps: I'm not showing off here

2008-03-17T15:50:00.002+08:00

My mood was below normal today and I decided to keep things unsaid.

If only one could read people's mind.

2008-03-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

Sigh sometimes I really wonder why I blog.

I wanna write what I actually feel but conflicts will arise and everything gonna be so fuck up.

I've got no choice but to hold back what my feelings and thoughts are.

Look at my previous posts.

I don't really jot down what I feel in depth about this and that.

The feeling is just so sucky cause when you rely on something where you can express yourself but you don't dare to because of personal reasons.

I did not go anywhere this March Holiday like no friends' outing, shopping etc..

I can't believe that school starts tomorrow.

2008-03-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

haha i don't know why when i typed " I wont be blogging often from today onwards" in one of my posts or something along the line and the next day, a lot of ideas come to my brain on what to blog.

I think I really shouldn't put that sentence cause in the end, ....

I want to talk about EEEEE-MMMM-OOOOO :DD

I did a lil research about this and I still don't understand the true definition.

Oh ya before somebody spams me about this topic (if) , I would like to apologise.What I'm gonna write are basically my opinions and everyone is entitled to their own views.

So don't get angry if I somewhat hit your nerves, ouch :P

1. what exactly is Emo?

Emo (short for "emotional") is a rock genre. However, it's often used to refer to a style of dress, a kind of (usually bad) poetry, etc.

Emo music started in the '80s. The vocals range from "normal singing ... to a kind of pleading howl to gut-wrenching screams to actual sobbing and crying." Typical lyrics "tend toward abstract poetry" and are usually difficult to decipher. During live shows, emo bands tend to turn their backs to the audience during the quiet parts. They're very emotional, you see.

In recent years, the definition of emo has broadened. Today, some mainstream musical acts like Fall Out Boy are considered to be (at least partly) emo. Many teens and young adults have taken to dressing in an emo fashion. This includes (but is not limited to) sporting tight T-shirts, crusty hair brushed to one side, horn-rimmed glasses, and eyeliner (or "guyliner" as the case may be). Basically, anything that suggests an air of vulnerability.

Hopefully, that answers your question. Or at least explains why your eyeliner is missing.

2. What's wrong with being Emo?

To be frank,I don't like or simply hate the idea of this emo trend. Nothing is wrong with being one but cutting own wrist, is just too extreme isn't it? People that cut themselves and are really depressed and have the idea of they are not being loved.

3. My views:

Firstly, emo = emotional and everybody in this world is emotional or else they are good as being called inhuman. So why called yourself emo at the first place? A true emo person is someone who wears think eyeliner,dyes their hair with weird colours,listens to punk+rock music.

If all of the above doesn't apply to you, then stop calling yourself as EMO!!

Don't pretend to be one just because you want to fit in the crowd/trend.

I'm refering to those who dont even wear black thick glasses or eyeliner or punkish bangs or even worse,don't even listen to softcore punk music.

and then self-proclaiming themselves as " People, I'm emo!" .

Like as if one needs to be proud of that.

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haha I think I really sound very mean! Told ya I don't have positive views on this topic!

Fyi, emo kids are somewhat similar to scene kids.

However,there are actually some true emo who are really depressed and look like one.The rest that are under this label are POSERS.

So this post actually is for the P-O-S-E-R-S :D

Source: http://ask.yahoo.com/20070524.html

2008-03-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

CATCH IT STARTED WITH A KISS 2 AT YOUTUBE!

Awwww, OH MY OH MY JOE CHENG LOOKS SOOOOOO 'FINE' TO ME.

Ignore the sentence above,I'm going tick tock tick tock over his looks.

ZHI SHUUUUUUU! * winks*

CATCH 'EM NOW [ http://youtube.com/watch?v=kSu8AFLY1Kw&feature=related]

* Part 1 can be find in the box beside the video

2008-03-10T23:01:00.007+08:00

Now that my dust has settled on my blog,it is time to rock my blog once again!

*shake shake shake*

Okay ,i think that sentence just sounds so moronic.

Arena II wasn't that great.

Raffles against St nicholas girls, AGAIN.

They should at least encouraged neighbouring schools to join.I mean viewers get sick of seeing top schools debating against one another.Hell yeah, I'm not belittle-ing or discriminating them in any other ways but come on, wouldn't it be interesting?

People here conceived that students from ____ are usually ignorant and stuck,which is partially true.

Because I was so bored just now, I went to google Korean guys/hotties.

I was drooling over their hot pictures !

( do I sound so cheeky? he..he.he )

By chance, I came across a comment by a faithful Indonesian fan of Lee Dong Wook.

626cHeChA Says: March 9th, 2008 at 2:28 pm

Aku sangat mengidolakan lee dong wook , aku juga sangat menyukai filem2 yang pernah ia mainkan , aku ingin dia tau hal itu tapi sayang aku tidak bisa berbahasa inggris jadi aku pake bahasa indonesia saja ^-^he…he…he…

Translation :

I really idolise Lee dong wook and I really love the dramas that are being played by him.I want him to know this but I don't know how to confess my love in english so I use indonesian language ^^ he..he..he

Hilarious,isn't it?

Starting from today,I won't be updating my blog on a daily basis unless I feel like to.

Sayonara! :D

2008-03-07T19:05:00.003+08:00

I really dread going to school and I'm so excited this jolly good march holiday has arrived.

1) I've been sleeping late at night- freaking 12 AM.

I sleep for let's say 6 hours.

2) I keep dozing off in SS lessons ONLY. Hell funny but I don't know why.

3) I'm taking a break from swimming lesssons.Aww, breaks my heart like A LOT but I have to go for what's best for me.
4) Chemistry lessons are becoming _____ with the training high low pitch teacher and dirty dusty new classroom.

2008-03-01T13:37:00.006+08:00

Mas Kastari Selamat,

I really hope the police will catch you.

It is so frightening that this kind of things happened.Isn't Singapore known to be a country with a tight level of security? He is a wanted man and I doubt he can run off just like that

I really,really hope he will be nabbed soon or elso his plan to hijack Changi Airport gonna creates a big big commotion.

I still didn't get how he managed to escape unless he used black magic( sounds silly but it do happens!) , " inside people"( may not be a valid possibility) or etc.

if you ,as a Singaporean, care about your country, please do this poll :

It is so obvious that Singaporeans are clueless about how he managed to escape.

Let's put that matter aside.

Has everyone downloaded the new Windows Live messenger 8.5?

It's effing cool.

And I even customised it to Hotpink,

cos' i'm sick of going for green,black,red,white,yellow.

2008-02-29T19:40:00.006+08:00

I did not know that today is the leap year until one of my friends told me that in pure geog lessons and I stupidly thought and answered that she was refering to The leap year,as in the leap year the movie.

February 29, 2008

The year 2008 is a leap year. If you look at a 2008 calendar, you will see that February has five Fridays–the month begins and ends on a Friday. Between the years 1904 and 2096, leap years that share the same day of week for each date repeat only every 28 years. The most recent year in which February comprised five Fridays was in 1980, and the next occurrence will be in 2036. February 29, the leap day, has been associated with age-old traditions, superstitions and folklore.

What is a leap year?
A leap year is a year in which one extra day has been inserted, or intercalated, at the end of February. A leap year consists of 366 days, whereas other years, called common years, have 365 days.

The leap year is a significant one, one that happens every 4 year.I think that it is not contrary to The Leap Year the movie.

Mrs Lawrence (Sophie sim) does looks like Lilin Wong, right right?

Her voice sounds like her too !